Friday, February 11, 2011

Prisoner of Your Love




“All I do is kiss you through the bars
of a rhyme”
           - Mark Knopfler


In this season of loving
where the only thing that changes
is the temperature of the current
I am swept away each time
I catch the rhythm
of your heartbeat.

If I were to break out of this prison
it would be to run with you forever
wild through the impossible stars
that still shine in your eyes
(even at noon!)

- constellations that defy mythology
guiding us through this life
sentence.



for all Lovers
this Valentine's Day 2011

Friday, January 21, 2011

Expert Poem

If you are not an expert
you should not be reading
this poem.

Only an expert
is qualified enough
to know at a glance
if these words
have been manufactured
according to strictly regulated
standards.

If a shelf date
has not been stamped
at the bottom,
proceed with caution
for it may be an indication
that this is an unauthorized
or bootlegged poem.

If there is a shelf date
and it has expired
do not attempt to return poem
to its place of origin.
Experts disagree on the
repercussions.


 
Redwood Coast 
July 2009

Modern Love

I dreamed I was being kissed
by a man with
a tongue thrust disorder.

I must learn
to make it clear
that I am not
a speech therapist.


Redwood Coast
19 March 2010

The Hills Had Caves

Indians lived in those caves
out behind the farmhouse,
their artifacts trickle out
with each new generation
exploring the cool dark,
carrying big sticks &
fierce imaginations
on their bear hunts.

Timid beasts,
those black bears,
bold only for the brief run
of salmon berry
down along the creek.

One winter the snow melted
and then froze again,
leaving a face on the side
of the cliff.
Was it a woman?
Did she lay down those arrowheads
and lay, like I did,
across those great round rocks,
the moss a foot deep
that sweet smell only the way
moss can smell,
and dream
of being fierce?


Long Beach
1987

Collections



i tossed it all
everything i owned
everything i'd collected
had filled the spaces with
had used to anchor the past
to emotions i have no use for anymore
found myself growing weightless
in the process
found myself waking up
to the limitless space
& memories that flood it

it didn't surprise me
to find you there
pushing a hand cart
over cobblestones on christmas eve
picking up the trunk i'd shipped to boston
or that we danced that night
to the records you'd given me
for safe keeping

would you be angry
that i tossed those records too
even if in tossing them
i found so many things that truly matter
like you, still living in my heart?
while awaiting your return
i busy myself
dancing in all this open space
singing all the songs
i collected along the way


25 August 2010
Redwood Coast

Remember Me


Panther burning in the night
spinning words from filaments
& street lights’ last regrets,
it is easier to tie two cities together
with a ribbon of highway
than it is to return
the ribbon to my hair
which fell that night
while running from spooks
that lurked around the corner
engaged in menacing forms
of governance.

Easier to connect
Oakland to Seattle
after the fall of the King & Senator
than it was for fatherless children
to stay warm that winter
& we were only marching
in the proletariat parade
only working overtime
to keep up, to speak our mind
to hold our peace, bring
all ten points of light to illumination
under that accursed streetlamp.

We hoped & dreamed
we were moving on to better things
& few of us stopped for one last look
or even looked back
at the spot where X marked
the moment of our homelessness.
And in that spot where memories
fear to tread, thinly veiled voices
sometimes rise from the cremated ashes
we carry (despite reasonable objection).
They are only asking if you ever bothered
to remember them.
That is all.

Redwood Coast
10 December 2010
for Aaron Dixon